I'm Not Here For Your Entertainment...

I have realized that I spend far too much time entertaining what's best described as nonsense. I was chatting with a close family member today and he told me that Abby 15 years ago beats Abby present day by a landslide. I was fit. I was confident. I knew where I was and I knew where I was going.
Enter Abby Present Day. I'm totally out of shape. My confidence is far cry from what it once was. I know where I am but I am hopeful of where I am going to end up. I can't say I am GOING anywhere.
The game plan...pack up my baggage (the pain, the regrets, the nonsense), toss it overboard into the sea of forgetfulness and start my journey toward where I want to be.

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