Thinking Kinky : The Nappy Haired Diva

I wish you would have told me that you needed me to hide you you wore a shroud of love but hid from me the truth inside you its my friends and family I cry to because I just got lied to. There is nothing worse anger spewed in verse my very shirt I would have given you off my back and you lacked the energy to fight for me or take the time required to inspire yourself to make changes to take steps because you weren't ready yet and yet and still you told me and consoled me with lies and I tried to defend you when others saw the signs my mind and heart were devoted and coated with integrity to you to us and my faith and hope simply wasnt enough I guess I lust so much for the love of us that I forget about the love of you the things you wouldnt do or didnt know how and now I'm left in confusion because you got to abusing my love and had no clue because you are often caught up in how people are loving YOU but what about loving me enough to be mo