Thinking Kinky : The Nappy Haired Diva

I have been down this road before. I have tried dating and found that it is exhausting, demanding and fruitless. However I always hear my friends and sister tell me that there is the right person out there for me and all I need to do is be patient enough to locate this mystery individual. Well, when I least expected it... I met someone that really peaked my interest. Intelligent, cute, ambitous, sensible, cultured, humorous... the list indeed goes on. Can I tell you that even with all these positive attributes I was filled with nothing but apprehension? I seem to have a real problem. I am always eager to dive head first into a dummy rain puddle and petrified to wade in the ocean of bliss that is a healthy relationship. So, there I was wearing a life jacket and goggles, umbrella in hand totally fearful of embarking on anything with this person and then finally I took the plunge. Boy, did I take the plunge. I will leave the details to myself. Either way, I didn't have too much of

This evening, I finally managed to meet up with some very dear friends. This was a meeting that had long been in the making, and although I had every intention of catchin up time and life just didn't seemt to permit. Once I finally managed to see them again it was nice to be able to catch up. Even with four children and a cranky teen between us, we somehow finagled great conversation along with some humor that could be considered for adults only. Thankfully the children were occupied with themselves and at times each other. There is an elephant in the room when it comes to this relationship that I share with my friends. There's a certain "I know what you did last summer" quality to our relationship that we all are aware of, but we haven't shared with the kids. No, there wasn't any swinging or anything of that nature. There's just an elephant in the room. Okay not an elephant, maybe a billygoat. I often wonder when we will reveal our shared conn

Hey sweet baby how did you make me so easy? You play me unfair and like fresh air you take me in and breathe me each time I circulate you recreate a new me thats so needy I crave you and rave you and sex you til I'm sleepy Hey hey sweet baby how did you make me so easy? You frighten and you freak me you hide me then you seek me I'm invisible and you still see me and you make it look so damned easy Hey sweet baby how did you make me so easy? pucker up my lips for you swing my thick hips for you prepare a homecooked meal for you relax in your arms for a day or two cherish the very essence of you hey hey hey sweet sweet baby assertive go getter but still a lady how did you make me so damn easy? because you stir me, entice me, delight me and please me

January 2011... My cruise ship finally docked in Miami and my cell phone finally had a signal that I wouldn't be paying an arm and a leg for. I began to check my messages and then the news came: my grandfather passed away. As I sat weeping on the ship, a part of me knew that this day would come but another part of me refused to accept the reality of it's arrival. So recently when I was offered an opportunity to become a part of something that would change my life, I was reluctant because it only reminded me of another opportunity that I had once seized and then voluntarily let go. I was initially apprehensive but after some thought I've decided it's time to try something new accept them surprises, rewards and disappointments that come along with all new endeavors. It's time to turn over a new leaf. Change is good! Even when it's a little uncomfortable, at least one could take comfort in the reality that they are growing. Growth is good. As for my love life,

Sweet and exotic Sex so erotic Orgasms in double doses Seductive with the most sensual hypnosis Clever and calculated Orgasms... Upgraded Increase the burn deplete the yearn Until the hot spot becomes shaded Deep moans, mind blown Silent the cell phones Off the hook like dial tones Breathing heavy Almost ready Feeling that relief Now pull me in deep And let the freak in me unleash Get buck and be beast Let out a roar Empty my pores And then put my ass to Sleep Just reminiscing....