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Sense Of A Woman *Poem*



You led me to believe
You were all about us
The lies I received
Sown seeds of foolish trust
You were sure to twist your words
Into melodic tones heard
Shame on  my foolish ears
And when I told you I was entranced by your sound
…You didn’t even care
You were love’s pied piper
The musical viper
You blew smoke up my ass
never even knew I was in a cypher
Puff, puff pass
Rotating your women fast
When you get lonely
Then someone’s your only
Because the high didn’t last
Go get your smoke on
Your morally broke on
I hope you choke on the same smoke
That you encouraged me to toke on
I hope that she gets a whiff of me
The isolated memory
Of a woman that was doing
More than your heavy lidded eyes
 had the sense to see
I hope she sees the truth in you
The backward little things you do
I hope she gets a taste
of what you ate
When you licked love off of my dinner plate
I hope she smells the hell that you’re going to bring
I hope hears the lie when you try to say
she’s your everything
I’m done with your drug, I don’t want anymore
It’s a cheap high,
not worth the try
that left me feeling sore
take your song and your stash
and walk out the door
no sight, sound, speech, scent or taste
no me
anymore.

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